after writing two texts i wonder,

what’s the point? is this vent really helping me?
is this even venting? why do i do this?
will someone ever find this or read this?
if someone does read this, will they ask or care?
is there a reason to do this?  why not just keep it inside my head?

i feel like i’m screaming at the void. and it feels… 
it feels. neither right or wrong.

it just feels.

but i do wonder why i do this and whether i should keep doing it.
i guess there’s some part inside me that feels resolution from doing this, some sort of weird untangling of emotions.

idk. 
still too early to decide whether or not this is helping or improving my mindset at all. 

see ya

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