i walk this path, alone.

maybe not solitary, i knyow i have friends who will listen to me, beings who will listen to me and try to catch me if i stumble or fall– in the best way they can.

 and...

i appreciate and love every single person who has reached out and who is staying in touch, even when i am in dnd 24/7, even when i stay silent and am low on energy.

 walking this path is a nyaightmare.

i have been struggling so much to stay focused and to make steady steps in my planning, forecasting, preparation and thought-process

but i.

still feel i am climbing this seemingly infinite mountain, with the cold air giving as much of a sense of direction as it also hurts and stuns me.

finding some headspace for us to rest and distance ourselves from this has been nigh imposible, and it’s been taking a big toll on our emotionyal and executive capacities. 

we just want to find calm, wellbeing and a place where we can truly heal, a place where we can leave our fears aside and feel welcomed.

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