were we setup for failure? 
were we never meant to succeed? 
how long does the pain last for? 
is there a way out? besides the coward’s way?  \

…  going out through the pain is miserable, but then again it already is miserable enough to be alive. 

idk, it hurts and it’s numb and i’m cold and tired and still have to keep pushing and keep being available and keep helping those around me. 

how long will i last in this condition?
will it be enough? will it suffice?
i dont know. i hope the pain doesn’t get worse too soon. 

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