please..?   

ij ust want to feel embraced. 
to feel like i matter again. to feel a puropse, to find a place that i can call “home”. 

to make bonds and Feel them. I want to feel so much and so hard and be hurt by those who I love most. I want to become and exist and be.

But we’re struggling– masking, bracing for impact, hurting. And I don’t know how to get us out of here, it’s painful and grotesque and –

We’re tired of running away and hiding and sleeping the days and counting hours, tired of being too tired to socialize and then feeling like we never existed in the first place. 

But noone cares about us and perhaps that’s something we gotta comes to term with at some point- that we care about losing everyone but noone cares about losing us, I guess- but besides the point.

we just. we just want . to feel hugged, cared, embraced, loved, noticed, rested. 

we want to feel like we matter, like there’s a rhyme and reason, W h a tever it is. 

but something. 

please?  

… 
please? 

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